Sunday, March 30, 2025

The Executioner and My Obituary: A Symphony of Shadows

 The Executioner and My Obituary: A Symphony of Shadows

The weight of despair enveloped my shoulders like an iron shroud, and my heartbeat reverberated through the stillness, a relentless drum echoing the undeniable truth: fear had reared its head. Dried tears lingered on the precipice of release, as my heart whispered, "Your odyssey is but a nascent flame waiting to ignite!" The cataclysmic news hung in the air like a thick fog, morphing into a silent, soul-crushing executioner. I peered up at the glowing screen of the television, where the stock market plummeted like Icarus from the sun. My mind, a blank canvas, stared unseeing as a freight train of emotion thundered by, mocking me with its piercing whistle: “Does it even matter?”


The nurse beckoned me forward, her voice a lifeline in the turbulent sea of my thoughts. "Would you like your wife to accompany you?" The specter of my impending fate loomed larger than life, and I felt my insides tighten with fear and confusion, whispering, "What is happening to me?" This tempest of emotions transcended my own anguish—how would they navigate life without me? Perhaps this reflection was birthed from a deep-rooted sense of value, but it was a compelling reason to cling to existence. Yes, my radiant wife, my darling daughter Lupe and her two precious children, King and Prince. If there were a solitary thread weaving my purpose on this vast tapestry of life, it was this: to provide them with shelter, nourishment, and love.


But reality awaited me, stark and unforgiving. On that fateful day, September 6th, 2022, at the chilling hour of 10:00 AM, my death sentence was cruelly pronounced. The faceless executioner, an ageless wraith, strode in like an ominous storm cloud, brandishing the double-edged sword known as Cancer—a harbinger of doom that sliced through the fabric of my being.


With a grip as relentless as fate itself, the executioner raised that horrific sword above my head, a monstrous shadow darkening my resolve. My heart, resembling a weeping willow, wept silently for lost dreams, as a voice echoed within me: "This sword possesses a malevolence that transcends mere physicality, speaking through the anguish it inflicts upon the innocent." My knees buckled, and I implored, "Lord God Almighty, drench me in mercy!" The tales of countless souls lost in their battles with this merciless fiend flickered in my mind, stark reminders that within the grim statistics, one in every seven men falls prey to the headsman's blade.


In the weeks that followed, a fierce struggle erupted within me—a wrestling match with the specter of death. I had reassured my wife that death would envelop me gently, as predictable as the tide, dictated by my habits and lifestyle. Yet, my demons of loneliness and melancholy often propelled me toward the precipice of despair—a laboratory of ruin where hope whispers but the grim autopsy of existence looms large.


Einstein once mused, "I live in that solitude, which is painful in youth but delicious in the years of maturity." Life has always been a labyrinth, and in my youthful folly, I chose paths forged from emotional intellect yet dictated by capricious forces beyond my grasp. Be they folly or wisdom, these trails have shaped my existence, and as I've aged, I've learned to navigate them.


The Apostle Paul penned, "Whatsoever a man sows, that shall he also reap" (Galatians 6:7), reflecting the truth: every path I walked bore its own fruit. I pondered why we deceive ourselves into believing that we can give less but gain more—absurdity! Yet here I stand; a cartographer of my own fate, my imagination sketching the routes I've traveled, often derailed by external energies that sought to mislead. These detours, unforgiving and distorted, often lead me to a grave I never wished to unearth.


Each journey carries weight, but paradoxically, it is the journey itself—the obstacles faced—that defines the essence of life. It's a series of overcoming storms, finding meaning in adversity. I’ve come to understand that obstacles are the crucibles of life, the mere presence of which transforms a pathway into an epic saga. What is a journey without trials? It would be a mere stroll, void of the poignant emotions that transform our spirits.


And yet, how can one embrace love without first encountering hate? The obstacles on our paths serve as crucial points of revelation—an understanding of joy that arises only when juxtaposed against sorrow. If one exists in a realm devoid of contrast, they cannot fathom the depth of their own existence. This dualism delicately intertwines with our journeys, revealing truths only discernible when navigating both light and shadow.

Saturday, March 29, 2025

Bible Verses for Time & Talents

 

Matthew 25:14-30 

“For it will be like a man going on a journey, who called his servants and entrusted to them his property. To one he gave five talents, to another two, to another one, to each according to his ability. Then he went away. He who had received the five talents went at once and traded with them, and he made five talents more. So also he who had the two talents made two talents more. But he who had received the one talent went and dug in the ground and hid his master's money. ...

Luke 12:34 

For where your treasure is, there will your heart be also.

1 Timothy 5:8 

But if anyone does not provide for his relatives, and especially for members of his household, he has denied the faith and is worse than an unbeliever.

Mark 12:41-44  

And he sat down opposite the treasury and watched the people putting money into the offering box. Many rich people put in large sums. And a poor widow came and put in two small copper coins, which make a penny. And he called his disciples to him and said to them, “Truly, I say to you, this poor widow has put in more than all those who are contributing to the offering box. For they all contributed out of their abundance, but she out of her poverty has put in everything she had, all she had to live on.”

2 Corinthians 9:6-8 ESV / 10 helpful votes 

The point is this: whoever sows sparingly will also reap sparingly, and whoever sows bountifully will also reap bountifully. Each one must give as he has decided in his heart, not reluctantly or under compulsion, for God loves a cheerful giver. And God is able to make all grace abound to you, so that having all sufficiency in all things at all times, you may abound in every good work.

Matthew 6:19-21 ESV / 8 helpful votes 

“Do not lay up for yourselves treasures on earth, where moth and rust destroy and where thieves break in and steal, but lay up for yourselves treasures in heaven, where neither moth nor rust destroys and where thieves do not break in and steal. For where your treasure is, there your heart will be also.

Matthew 6:19 ESV / 7 helpful votes 

“Do not lay up for yourselves treasures on earth, where moth and rust destroy and where thieves break in and steal,

Matthew 6:1-34 ESV / 7 helpful votes 

“Beware of practicing your righteousness before other people in order to be seen by them, for then you will have no reward from your Father who is in heaven. “Thus, when you give to the needy, sound no trumpet before you, as the hypocrites do in the synagogues and in the streets, that they may be praised by others. Truly, I say to you, they have received their reward. But when you give to the needy, do not let your left hand know what your right hand is doing, so that your giving may be in secret. And your Father who sees in secret will reward you. “And when you pray, you must not be like the hypocrites. For they love to stand and pray in the synagogues and at the street corners, that they may be seen by others. Truly, I say to you, they have received their reward. ...

Malachi 3:10 ESV / 7 helpful votes 

Bring the full tithe into the storehouse, that there may be food in my house. And thereby put me to the test, says the Lord of hosts, if I will not open the windows of heaven for you and pour down for you a blessing until there is no more need.

Genesis 2:15 ESV / 7 helpful votes 

The Lord God took the man and put him in the garden of Eden to work it and keep it.

Matthew 6:33 ESV / 6 helpful votes 

But seek first the kingdom of God and his righteousness, and all these things will be added to you.

James 5:4 ESV / 5 helpful votes 

Behold, the wages of the laborers who mowed your fields, which you kept back by fraud, are crying out against you, and the cries of the harvesters have reached the ears of the Lord of hosts.

James 1:17 ESV / 5 helpful votes 

Every good gift and every perfect gift is from above, coming down from the Father of lights, with whom there is no variation or shadow due to change.

1 Corinthians 14:12 ESV / 5 helpful votes 

So with yourselves, since you are eager for manifestations of the Spirit, strive to excel in building up the church.

1 Corinthians 3:9 ESV / 5 helpful votes 

For we are God's fellow workers. You are God's field, God's building.

Matthew 6:21 ESV / 5 helpful votes 

For where your treasure is, there your heart will be also.

Proverbs 21:20 ESV / 5 helpful votes 

Precious treasure and oil are in a wise man's dwelling, but a foolish man devours it.

Acts 3:6 ESV / 4 helpful votes 

But Peter said, “I have no silver and gold, but what I do have I give to you. In the name of Jesus Christ of Nazareth, rise up and walk!”

Luke 16:13 ESV / 4 helpful votes 

No servant can serve two masters, for either he will hate the one and love the other, or he will be devoted to the one and despise the other. You cannot serve God and money.”

Luke 6:38 ESV / 4 helpful votes 

Give, and it will be given to you. Good measure, pressed down, shaken together, running over, will be put into your lap. For with the measure you use it will be measured back to you.”

Lamentations 4:1 ESV / 4 helpful votes 

How the gold has grown dim, how the pure gold is changed! The holy stones lie scattered at the head of every street.

Proverbs 28:8 ESV / 4 helpful votes 

Whoever multiplies his wealth by interest and profit gathers it for him who is generous to the poor.

Proverbs 3:9-10 ESV / 4 helpful votes 

Honor the Lord with your wealth and with the firstfruits of all your produce; then your barns will be filled with plenty, and your vats will be bursting with wine.

Deuteronomy 16:17 ESV / 4 helpful votes 

Every man shall give as he is able, according to the blessing of the Lord your God that he has given you.

Ephesians 6:1-4 ESV / 3 helpful votes 

Children, obey your parents in the Lord, for this is right. “Honor your father and mother” (this is the first commandment with a promise), “that it may go well with you and that you may live long in the land.” Fathers, do not provoke your children to anger, but bring them up in the discipline and instruction of the Lord.

2 Corinthians 8:1-12 ESV / 3 helpful votes 

We want you to know, brothers, about the grace of God that has been given among the churches of Macedonia, for in a severe test of affliction, their abundance of joy and their extreme poverty have overflowed in a wealth of generosity on their part. For they gave according to their means, as I can testify, and beyond their means, of their own accord, begging us earnestly for the favor of taking part in the relief of the saints— and this, not as we expected, but they gave themselves first to the Lord and then by the will of God to us. ...

Acts 20:35 ESV / 3 helpful votes 

In all things I have shown you that by working hard in this way we must help the weak and remember the words of the Lord Jesus, how he himself said, ‘It is more blessed to give than to receive.’”

Matthew 25:29 ESV / 3 helpful votes 

For to everyone who has will more be given, and he will have an abundance. But from the one who has not, even what he has will be taken away.

Matthew 25:1-46 ESV / 3 helpful votes 

“Then the kingdom of heaven will be like ten virgins who took their lamps and went to meet the bridegroom. Five of them were foolish, and five were wise. For when the foolish took their lamps, they took no oil with them, but the wise took flasks of oil with their lamps. As the bridegroom was delayed, they all became drowsy and slept. ...

Amos 4:4 ESV / 3 helpful votes 

“Come to Bethel, and transgress; to Gilgal, and multiply transgression; bring your sacrifices every morning, your tithes every three days;

Ecclesiastes 5:10 ESV / 3 helpful votes 

He who loves money will not be satisfied with money, nor he who loves wealth with his income; this also is vanity.

Proverbs 12:11 ESV / 3 helpful votes 

Whoever works his land will have plenty of bread, but he who follows worthless pursuits lacks sense.

Leviticus 27:30-32 ESV / 3 helpful votes 

“Every tithe of the land, whether of the seed of the land or of the fruit of the trees, is the Lord's; it is holy to the Lord. If a man wishes to redeem some of his tithe, he shall add a fifth to it. And every tithe of herds and flocks, every tenth animal of all that pass under the herdsman's staff, shall be holy to the Lord.

Leviticus 19:13 ESV / 3 helpful votes 

“You shall not oppress your neighbor or rob him. The wages of a hired worker shall not remain with you all night until the morning.

James 5:1-6 ESV / 2 helpful votes 

Come now, you rich, weep and howl for the miseries that are coming upon you. Your riches have rotted and your garments are moth-eaten. Your gold and silver have corroded, and their corrosion will be evidence against you and will eat your flesh like fire. You have laid up treasure in the last days. Behold, the wages of the laborers who mowed your fields, which you kept back by fraud, are crying out against you, and the cries of the harvesters have reached the ears of the Lord of hosts. You have lived on the earth in luxury and in self-indulgence. You have fattened your hearts in a day of slaughter. ...

1 Timothy 6:9-11 ESV / 2 helpful votes 

But those who desire to be rich fall into temptation, into a snare, into many senseless and harmful desires that plunge people into ruin and destruction. For the love of money is a root of all kinds of evils. It is through this craving that some have wandered away from the faith and pierced themselves with many pangs. But as for you, O man of God, flee these things. Pursue righteousness, godliness, faith, love, steadfastness, gentleness.

Ephesians 6:1-9 ESV / 2 helpful votes 

Children, obey your parents in the Lord, for this is right. “Honor your father and mother” (this is the first commandment with a promise), “that it may go well with you and that you may live long in the land.” Fathers, do not provoke your children to anger, but bring them up in the discipline and instruction of the Lord. Bondservants, obey your earthly masters with fear and trembling, with a sincere heart, as you would Christ, ...

1 Corinthians 16:2 ESV / 2 helpful votes 

On the first day of every week, each of you is to put something aside and store it up, as he may prosper, so that there will be no collecting when I come.

1 Corinthians 16:1-2 ESV / 2 helpful votes 

Now concerning the collection for the saints: as I directed the churches of Galatia, so you also are to do. On the first day of every week, each of you is to put something aside and store it up, as he may prosper, so that there will be no collecting when I come.

Romans 13:1 ESV / 2 helpful votes 

Let every person be subject to the governing authorities. For there is no authority except from God, and those that exist have been instituted by God.

Romans 12:11 ESV / 2 helpful votes 

Do not be slothful in zeal, be fervent in spirit, serve the Lord.

Acts 15:1-41 ESV / 2 helpful votes 

But some men came down from Judea and were teaching the brothers, “Unless you are circumcised according to the custom of Moses, you cannot be saved.” And after Paul and Barnabas had no small dissension and debate with them, Paul and Barnabas and some of the others were appointed to go up to Jerusalem to the apostles and the elders about this question. So, being sent on their way by the church, they passed through both Phoenicia and Samaria, describing in detail the conversion of the Gentiles, and brought great joy to all the brothers. When they came to Jerusalem, they were welcomed by the church and the apostles and the elders, and they declared all that God had done with them. But some believers who belonged to the party of the Pharisees rose up and said, “It is necessary to circumcise them and to order them to keep the law of Moses.” ...

John 3:16-17 

“For God so loved the world, that he gave his only Son, that whoever believes in him should not perish but have eternal life. For God did not send his Son into the world to condemn the world, but in order that the world might be saved through him.

Luke 19:11-27 

As they heard these things, he proceeded to tell a parable, because he was near to Jerusalem, and because they supposed that the kingdom of God was to appear immediately. He said therefore, “A nobleman went into a far country to receive for himself a kingdom and then return. Calling ten of his servants, he gave them ten minas, and said to them, ‘Engage in business until I come.’ But his citizens hated him and sent a delegation after him, saying, ‘We do not want this man to reign over us.’ When he returned, having received the kingdom, he ordered these servants to whom he had given the money to be called to him, that he might know what they had gained by doing business. ...

Luke 19:1-48 

He entered Jericho and was passing through. And behold, there was a man named Zacchaeus. He was a chief tax collector and was rich. And he was seeking to see who Jesus was, but on account of the crowd he could not, because he was small in stature. So he ran on ahead and climbed up into a sycamore tree to see him, for he was about to pass that way. And when Jesus came to the place, he looked up and said to him, “Zacchaeus, hurry and come down, for I must stay at your house today.” ...

Luke 18:15-17  

Now they were bringing even infants to him that he might touch them. And when the disciples saw it, they rebuked them. But Jesus called them to him, saying, “Let the children come to me, and do not hinder them, for to such belongs the kingdom of God. Truly, I say to you, whoever does not receive the kingdom of God like a child shall not enter it.”

Proverbs 20:13 

Love not sleep, lest you come to poverty; open your eyes, and you will have plenty of bread.

Proverbs 18:9  

Whoever is slack in his work is a brother to him who destroys.

Proverbs 14:23  

In all toil there is profit, but mere talk tends only to poverty.

Proverbs 1:7 

The fear of the Lord is the beginning of knowledge; fools despise wisdom and instruction.

Psalm 40:6  

In sacrifice and offering you have not delighted, but you have given me an open ear. Burnt offering and sin offering you have not required.

Deuteronomy 23:19-20 

“You shall not charge interest on loans to your brother, interest on money, interest on food, interest on anything that is lent for interest. You may charge a foreigner interest, but you may not charge your brother interest, that the Lord your God may bless you in all that you undertake in the land that you are entering to take possession of it.

Exodus 23:19  

“The best of the firstfruits of your ground you shall bring into the house of the Lord your God. “You shall not boil a young goat in its mother's milk.

Exodus 20:12  

“Honor your father and your mother, that your days may be long in the land that the Lord your God is giving you.

Exodus 12:35  

The people of Israel had also done as Moses told them, for they had asked the Egyptians for silver and gold jewelry and for clothing.

Genesis 28:20-22 

Then Jacob made a vow, saying, “If God will be with me and will keep me in this way that I go, and will give me bread to eat and clothing to wear, so that I come again to my father's house in peace, then the Lord shall be my God, and this stone, which I have set up for a pillar, shall be God's house. And of all that you give me I will give a full tenth to you.”

Genesis 14:20 

And blessed be God Most High, who has delivered your enemies into your hand!” And Abram gave him a tenth of everything.

The Executioner and My Obituary: A Symphony of Shadows

  T he Executioner and My Obituary: A Symphony of Shadows The weight of despair enveloped my shoulders like an iron shroud, and my heartbe...