Holy Freedom

The iconic stage of my soul

The losses of my existence

The experiences that were forced

The interest that never happen

The thrill that I never had

The conclusion of my non-experience

The toleration of being vanished

I felt a funeral in my head

I know it is ridiculous

I know it is thinking less

I know it is feeling less

I know it is seeing less

I know it is tasting less

I know it is smelling less

Concentration camp of numbness

I felt a funeral in my head

To whom who is beyond good and evil?

The depressed soul that veiled

The heart that disguised

For my spirit that meander throughout

Oh! The secret that I’ve not share

The vitality that I long for

The disability of my mind

I felt a funeral in my head

Where have all the blossom gone?

Veiled happiness, can you take a peek?

Unwanted love, can you love again?

The pleasure of my soul sails on

My desire is muddy in my grave

Yearning only for the everlasting

Hiding me from thy transcendent spirit

The moral imperative of thy mystery

I felt a funeral in my head

Holy Freedom

- Finau Tangata'olakepa Siale